Something That Just Amazes Me!

Well let me see if I can give this chosen topic the Justice it deserves, that in itself is going to be a task :smile.

Can someone explain something to me??? Why is it that movies have to have all the gore and sex to feel like they've made a great film when the story line is no better than a porn flick really, however, when someone makes a movie of substance and conviction it is ridiculed to such a degree that is just down right sickening!!

What am I talking about?? The movie "The Passion Of Christ". In case you've been living under a rock, it is a movie about the last twelve hours of Christ.

I'm anxious to go and see this movie, not because of all the hype that surrounds it, but because it is a film about someone whom has much meaning in my life.

I'll not preach, as I leave that job for my daddy, he is better at than I am since he is a preacher :biggrin. However, I will state this observation, how can anyone not expect to see blood, pain and suffering when the movie is about the last twelve hours of his life??? How can anyone actually believe they'd not witness blood, pain and suffering when while he was alive nails were drilled, okay in that age, HAMMERED, into his hands and feet??? How can ANYONE not expect to see blood, pain and suffering when a man had to carry the cross on his back through crowded streets while he was being beaten???? Can ANYONE explain to me HOW anything can be accurately portrayed without showing such things????

I mean really, let's think about it, we as a civilization watch worse things than that happen on any given movie we watch just for the "fun of it". What this film "The Passion" is portraying is a true event documented in the most read book ever written, The Bible.

Could it be that those who are so upset about the portrayal, are those who can not bare to have in their faces that one man sacrificed his life to save all of ours??? I mean, a movie to this magnitude is going to cause anyone who sees the film to reflect within themselves and let's face it, this day and age, that is not something any of us do well, at least to see the worse within us.

I've watched several interviews with Mel Gibson and how they just hammer away at him, some have accused him for doing this for monetary gain, some have flat out said "WHAT WERE YOU THINKING", yet he has also had many interviews where they showed support and patted him on the back for sticking to his convictions. I say KUDOS to Mel Gibson for this movie!!!

While watching Jay Leno the night Mel was on there; Jay stated how he felt when he left the movie; he stated that he began reflecting on his own life and instead of thinking "this is gory", he felt a sadness of how far we've fallen from beliefs ~ or something of that nature.

Then tonight while reading over the news I saw this clip go check it out.

I look forward to viewing this movie, but even before viewing it, it has caused me to reflect on my life and my lack of forgiveness towards other's and the like. I mean let's face, on a good day, I'm not a very nice person :biggrin. I welcome the brick to fall on my head and put me back on the right track. Hey here is a concept, if enough people reflect who knows maybe revival will hit the nation and/or nations whichever the case maybe and love could conquer all after all. Now there is a concept to think about!!!

Okay I"m seriously going to bed now :smile ~ tootles everyone ~

GOING TO CHURCH DOES NOT MAKE YOU A CHRISTIAN ANYMORE THAN STANDING IN A GARAGE MAKES YOU A CAR

My Piggy's Are Frozen

Just getting in from the last game of the baseball tournament ~ WE WON!!!! The team won the first tournament of the season on another teams turf ~ found out that they aren't such good losers ~ the trophy was handed off by one of the players almost thrown at our coach and ran off ~ :hum

However, Master Studly, aka Q15, played very well in all the games ~ :biggrin ~ he made mama very proud!!!

Little Ms. Prissy Princess LOVES going to the games. Not so much to watch her big brother play, but mostly to have a wide open space to run and scream. And luckily for everyone around here, a place for her to wear herself out!!! :biggrin.

Well time to get Little Ms. Prissy Princess into the bed and mama soon to follow!!! However, before I depart, I want to send a big thank you to everyone who has posted their support and encouragement about my new employment status :biggrin. I'm still in the "training stages" so not much to report as of yet, but as soon as I get a feel for it I'll keep you posted :smile.

Seems much news is developing on our home front but when I sit down to blog about it my blonde roots gripe my brain and bleed it empty :lol.

I AM A NOBODY AND NOBODY IS PERFECT ~ THEREFORE I AM PERFECT :smile

Rather I'm Ready Or Not

Wed's becomes my first official day back in the work force, even if only part time :smile. I got the call tonight while over at my inlaws having dinner asking my availability to begin work starting Wed thru Sunday.

I'm excited, nervous, anxious and still excited all bundled into one. I haven't worked in an actual work force setting since marrying Speedbump 6 years ago ~ I've had the luxury of being able to find odd jobs working from home during our first 6 years of marriage. Now since both kids are in school I wanted to expand those limitations and become a working mother if only part time.

It has been hard finding a job that will actually hire me on with my "limitations" of time constrants *however you spell it* due to two different children schedules and not wanting to go to work and paying day care.

I hope this works out to become successful not only for our family but for the company as well, but only time will tell. :smile

Wish me luck everyone!!!

Well it is time for me and my bed to become one hope everyone had a wonderful weekend ~ tootles for now ~

Ohh last but not least, under begging and protesting, believe it or not SPEEDBUMP is actually making a post to his blog!!!! :biggrin

I DON'T APPROVE OF POLITICAL JOKES ~ I'VE SEEN TOO MANY OF THEM GET ELECTED

Food For Thought

A friend of mine emailed this to me last night ~ I enjoyed reading it and made me think about lessons learned and lessons learned and forgotten. Hope you enjoy reading it as much as I did ~

Breakfast at McDonald's .... Please read until the end.

This is a good story and is true, please read it all the way through until the end! (After the story, there are some very interesting facts!):

I am a mother of three (ages 14, 12, 3) and have recently completed my college degree.

The last class I had to take was Sociology.

The teacher was absolutely inspiring with the qualities that I wish every human being had been graced with.

Her last project of the term was called "Smile."

The class was asked to go out and smile at three people and document their reactions.

I am a very friendly person and always smile at everyone and say hello anyway, so, I thought this would be a piece of cake, literally.

Soon after we were assigned the project, my husband, youngest son, and I went out to McDonald's one crisp March morning.

It was just our way of sharing special playtime with our son.

We were standing in line, waiting to be served, when all of a sudden everyone around us began to back away, and then even my husband did.

I did not move an inch... an overwhelming feeling of panic welled up inside of me as I turned to see why they had moved.

As I turned around I smelled a horrible "dirty body" smell, and there standing behind me were two poor homeless men.

As I looked down at the short gentleman, close to me, he was "smiling".

His beautiful sky blue eyes were full of God's Light as he searched for acceptance.

He said, "Good day" as he counted the few coins he had been clutching.

The second man fumbled with his hands as he stood behind his friend. I realized the second man was mentally challenged and the blue-eyed gentleman was his salvation.

I held my tears as I stood there with them.

The young lady at the counter asked him what they wanted.

He said, "Coffee is all Miss" because that was all they could afford. (If they wanted to sit in the restaurant and warm up, they had to buy something. He just wanted to be warm).

Then I really felt it - the compulsion was so great I almost reached out and embraced the little man with the blue eyes.

That is when I noticed all eyes in the restaurant were set on me, judging my every action.

I smiled and asked the young lady behind the counter to give me two more breakfast meals on a separate tray.

I then walked around the corner to the table that the men had chosen as a resting spot. I put the tray on the table and laid my hand on the blue-eyed gentleman's cold hand.

He looked up at me, with tears in his eyes, and said, "Thank you."

I leaned over, began to pat his hand and said, "I did not do this for you. God is here working through me to give you hope."

I started to cry as I walked away to join my husband and son. When I sat down my husband smiled at me and said, "That is why God gave you to me, Honey, to give me hope."

We held hands for a moment and at that time, we knew that only because of the Grace that we had been given were we able to give.

We are not church goers, but we are believers.

That day showed me the pure Light of God's sweet love.

I returned to college, on the last evening of class, with this story in hand.

I turned in "my project" and the instructor read it.

Then she looked up at me and said, "Can I share this?"

I slowly nodded as she got the attention of the class.

She began to read and that is when I knew that we as human beings and being part of God share this need to heal people and to be healed.

In my own way I had touched the people at McDonald's, my husband, son, instructor, and every soul that shared the classroom on the last night I spent as a college student.

I graduated with one of the biggest lessons I would ever learn: UNCONDITIONAL ACCEPTANCE.

Much love and compassion is sent to each and every person who may read this and learn how to LOVE PEOPLE AND USE THINGS - NOT LOVE THINGS AND USE PEOPLE.

There is an Angel sent to watch over you.

In order for her to work, you must pass this on to the people you want watched over.

An Angel wrote:
Many people will walk in and out of your life, but only true friends will leave footprints in your heart.

To handle yourself, use your head.

To handle others, use your heart.

God Gives every bird it's food, but He does not throw it into its nest.

Have a wonderful day everyone ~ tootles!!

Dribble From Texas

I was just reading over at my Doctor's blog :smile and although I'm not catching up on his site, his comment about blog "talk" has been on the downward slope is true. Especially around this site ~ it seems I've been posting mindless dribble and guess what ~ today will probably be no different :smile.

Read further if interested in updates:

Q15 is just becoming studly even if I say so myself :biggrin!!! As I've posted before about his baseball accomplishments this year last night was his first game. Not only did he start he was the starting pitcher!!!!! Did great!!!! They took him out of the pitching position with a substancial lead around the third inning and placed him the position that he thought he'd be holding all year, catcher. I wasn't able to attend the game but I got play by play via the cell phone from Speedbump. I hate I missed the game ~

Little Ms. Prissy Princess attended with her daddy and managed in all her prissy/tomboy manner fall on railroad ties :uhoh3 on her hip and side. By the time she got home to give mama the whole "drama queen run down" and I stated we should take her in emergency to get checked she was fine, doing her normal bouncing off the walls etc nightly routine. By 2 a.m., she was standing at our door screaming bloody murder in tears about the pain and we got first hand view of the head spining vomit scene. :scared Long story short, Speed and I got no sleep and she only about a few minutes more than he and I. Off to the doctor's office that now knows our whole family by name and ailments *however you spell it*. We find out that she has bruised muscles but no real damage just painful to stand up/walk and the like. Which is a huge relief and now only a few cringes from the little munchkin as she desperately wants to attend school tomorrow. We'll see :shakehead

I also found out that Tuesday is my "nerve" testing on my right side. Ohhh yippy yi ya let me tell ya :pitchfork, since I've such a love for needles NOT I'm really not looking forward to this test!!! Especially since I found out not only are needles involved being poked to the nerve endings but they use electric shock to find the problem ~ imagine my good mood Tuesday after lunch :pummel but off I'll go to try and get to the end of this question in my life. One of many on the list!!! Ohhh I forgot my vanity is now in need of healing, as in my last doctor's visit this past week, I found out I need glasses :cry, as my eyes are a large contribuition to my massive miagranes which I now have drugs for ~ yeah there is a laugh me with good drugs and I refuse to take anything like that ~ shakes head!!!! I know I'm weird!!!

On a higher note, Speed's birthday is tomorrow!!! He is doing very good I'm trying to think of something special for him since I'm not doing the whole party again this year. I'm having birthday block for him but hopefully by the time he gets home tomorrow I'll have something planned and arranged for him ~ jump on over to his very inactive site these days and click on anything to wish him birthday wishes.

Well my bed and book are screaming my name and I am going to allow their attention since I just got John Grisham's new book "The Last Juror". I just got it and mid way through and as always can't put it down :biggrin.

Have a great nite!! Tootles ~

LONG AGO WHEN MEN CURSED AND BEAT THE GROUND WITH STICKS, IT WAS CALLED WITCHCRAFT ~ TODAY ~ IT IS CALLED GOLF!!!!

God DOES Have A Sense Of Humor

2 post in one day what is the world coming too ~ :biggrin!!!

Summer in Texas ~ you could melt the lack of undies off a whore and refer to it as the begining and insight to hell to change your ways of life ~

Now in Feb., at least tonight ~ here we go ~ what at THIS time we were looking at ~ now at this moment and time the roads are fully covered ~ and I'm still shivering ~ silk and socks ~ below 30 the combination does not mix I found out :lol

Doctor's and Life .....

Good Morning Ladies and Gentlemen, girls and MF'ing boys, ~ I won't go any further because if you know the dance scene you know the song title :biggrin.

Yes I went to the doctor today ~ not much news on that home front which I knew wouldn't be since they have YET to deal with the issue I WENT IN FOR ~ but today was the probing and feel up woman exam.

Read more if you dare ~

Had many comical conversations about this today ~ the first being in the doctor's office which I had all doctor's and nurses rolling in my quandry of why men have it so easy!! I mean seriously think about it ~ a finger up their ass ~ yeah I could live with that ~ but two children later and a yearly probbing and feel up along with a finger in the exit only zone ~ the humor is lost on me!!!

Then to add to all my medical issues my internet has been down, and not in the good way, all day ~ I get two male tech's on the line where we begin to discuss Adam, Eve and the snake ~ the snake was a tempting male I have no doubt ~ since all species on earth at that time were male EXCEPT Eve ~ ohhh I can see the correspondence now ~ I'm rotting in hell ~ I'm shameful ~

Before I get those messages ~ PLEASE READ ~ I'm not only rotting there in death I live in TEXAS ~ God's sense of humor of life after death!!!!! You don't believe me ~ just spend one MONTH in the summer here on a good year ~ HA!!! And one step further ~ I'm not only rotting there I'm driving the bus with many of people, no NOT regular readers, but those fly by nights who like to leave dirty messages for :WTF ever reason ~ I'm taking many of you strapped in with safety belts mind you ~ safety being the first and foremost rule to drive into the fires of :pitchfork :flames

Okay for those who are actually interested and read this far ~my test results ~ my cholestoral *is that how you spell it* is 265 same as it was when I was 15 hasn't gone up hasn't gone down ~ I'm a smoker and a drinker ~ yeah you would have never figured that one out right??? :lol All the rest of my test results came out, and I quote my doctor's, "SUPRISING"!!!! Yeah I could, oh wait I DID tell you that!!!

I'm in perfect health outside of my cholestoral which is now under medication since I won't, okay can't for other reasons, conform to the required diet. I don't eat chicken and ever since I was a kid tuna fish revoltes me ~ and there is only so much fish a person can eat!!! So I take a pill now daily ~

My arm issue, ohhh wait we are FINALLY reaching the whole reason I went to the doctor to begin with THREE MONTHS LATER :mouse I have to undergo nerve testing..........

The initial prognosis *however you spell it again* ~ with my vision failing so quickly in three months, headaches from HELL *med's for that also*, and numbness in my right arm here are my two choices :lol ~ okay better terms their best views after TESTING MY ASS OFF ~

Carple Tunnel *however you spell it* or MS ~ weighing the ladies of justice here ~ I go with Carple Tunnel :biggrin!!!!

See I can still stay positive!!!!

The family is doing great for those interested ~ hubby swears after reading my med qualifications he is going to blog and put his educated "two cent's worth in" ~ we'll all hold our breath on that one to see :lol ~ but baby I have faith in you ~

That is my life right now ~ the upswing is THE KIDS GO BACK TO SCHOOL MONDAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Hope all is well with everyone ~ and for the person who is posting and threating me on my photo blog ~ I'll be kind once ~ heed MY warning ~ GO AWAY~

Words to live by:

GOING TO CHURCH DOESN'T MAKE YOU A CHRISTIAN ANYMORE THAN STANDING IN A GARAGE MAKES YOU A CAR

After thought ohhh crap it is Valentine's Day ~ Happy Valentine's Day everyone

Ever Just Have Days Where.

You want to drop kick everything and everyone you know to king dom com?????? Welcome to my life lately!!!

I've posted about the so called "guardian angel" we all are suppose to have, well, obviously mine has a SICK and let me emphasise SICK sense of humor as I do not apparently have one!!!

When it rains it flipping pours around this house on bad news and issues that can not be taken care of!!!

I'm frustrated with life, I'm tired in a normal day and life doesn't help, I just want to evaporate to the earth and pray I can come back as something helpful!!!!

Okay my guardian angel and God, the joke is on me, I'm glad you enjoyed the laugh at my expense now can we move forward and make some positive difference?? Not only in my life but here is a thought those around me?????? Right now well it isn't working for me!!!!

However I have a song I'd love to share with everyone but do not know how to link it up for everyone to get ~ so therefore I'll just include artist and title ~ it is an OLDER song ~ welcome to my life Puff Johnson ~ Forever More ~ LOVE THAT SONG!!!!!!!

Can I just say right now ~

I HATE LIFE!!!!!!!

Just Call Me Betty Crocker

Yes, I shocked my hubby last night. Baking use to be my passion years and years ago, however, since Speed and I have been married I barely bake anymore.

Well Little Ms. Prissy Princess preschool the parents have to sign up to bring snacks for the class. My day just happened to fall on the day they are celebrating Valentine's day since they are out of school next week. Yippy Yi Ya ~ the teacher informed me that I needed to bring cookies and milk ~ okay I can handle that :smile. Then she dropped the bomb shell that I needed to bring cookies that they could decorate themselves. Okay things are starting to grow more complicated. :crazy

So I go through all my receipes to find sugar cookies ~ I don't feel like heading out to the grocery store to get some of the items needed so I decide on tea cookies :smile. Anyhoot, last night consisted of me making the dough and cutting out little heart shaped tea cookies and baking.

When done, hubby picked one up and ate it and said "Damn baby you do know how to make cookies from scratch I'm impressed". Okay can I slap him NOW thank you very much!!!

Little Ms. Prissy Princess was so excited this a.m. to show off her cookies and all her Valentine cards that she made for her class ~ it was a pain in the ass to say the least ~ but watching her this a.m. so excited and bragging it made it worth it.

More good news on the kids home front ~

Q15 had baseball try outs this week. He is a freshman as I'm sure I've mentioned before and excells not only in school but in baseball. He got home last night after the final try outs to announce he not only made the baseball team, but has been moved up to the JV team as their starting catcher for the season. :bounce He was one of only three freshman's that made the JV team and is the only one that is in the starting line up.

I'm so proud of him and he was really excited about it. Today he called me because he forgot his school id and $$ needed for baseball equipment and sounded really down in the lip about life. So I ask him what was wrong ~ he begins to inform me that during his a.m. work out some of the guys whom he has played select baseball with for the past few years and didn't make it on the JV team began telling him and the coach that Q15 wasn't the most qualified for the team, yada yada yada.

Q15 really took it all to heart and began doubting himself and thinking about talking to the coach to put someone else in the position. :angry !!!! MAMA DON'T THINK SO!!!! So he and I had to have a mother/son chit chat and talk with him about jealousy of others. I'm happy to say that by the time I left school from seeing him he was feeling more confident about himself and his abilities. Now those kids don't want to see me for sometime let me tell ya!!!! Mama bear has her claws out!!!

Well I guess that covers the news on this home front and as hard as I'm trying to stay away from the chores that really need my attention I do believe their callings are becoming more louder so I'll depart now.

WE CAN HANDLE ANY PROBLEMS ~ WE HAVE KIDS!!!

What To Post What To Post

Obviously not about the whole Superbowl issue ~ if I want to see a boob I'll dip mine in chocolate, put on a nipple ring and expose :biggrin.

Q15 is now slowly on the mend and looking normal, thank goodness, maybe by tomorrow he'll stop connecting the dots on his body for fun :angry. Little Ms. Prissy is back to her normal demanding ways so all is well on that home front!!! I'm still flapping in the wings ~ however ~ Buffy in her ultimate wisdom sent me an email last night of a blog she ran across that sums up how not only "I" feel about doctor's and their testing, but Buffy also ~ she just stated in her email we're not alone. I'm so glad that Buffy lead me in a direction of someone who can formulate into words the amount of frustration when you KNOW something is wrong, but doctors and all their test still say "YOUR FINE"!!! :greenchainsaw Awwww, ignore me going postal on you because well your records show "I"M FINE!!!!!!!!!!" :angry

Now to a lighter note :biggrin a dear friend of mine sent this out and well me and my all might BITCHY nature LOVES it!!! Enjoy :smile

9 Things I Hate About Everyone

1. People who point at their wrist while asking for the time.... I know
where my watch is pal, where the fuck is yours? Do I point at my crotch when I ask where the toilet is?

2. People who are willing to get off their ass to search the entire room for
the tv remote because they refuse to walk to the tv and change the channel
manually.

3. When people say "Oh you just want to have your cake and eat it too". Damn right! What good is a cake if you can't eat it?

4. When people say "it's always the last place you look". Of course it is.
Why the fuck would you keep looking after you've found it? Do people do
this? Who and where are they? Gonna Kick their ass!

5. When people say while watching a film "did you see that?". No Loser, I
paid $12 to come to the cinema and stare at the fucking floor.

6. People who ask "Can I ask you a question?".... Didn't really give me a
choice there, did ya sunshine?

7. When something is 'new and improved!'. Which is it?
If it's new, then there has never been anything before it. If it's an
improvement, then there must have been something before it.

8. When people say "life is short". What the fuck?? Life is the longest damn
thing anyone ever fucking does!!
What can you do that's longer?

9. When you are waiting for the bus and someone asks "Has the bus come
yet?". If the bus came would I be standing here, dumass?

SENDING YOU A BOOB AND NIPPLE SHOT ~ HA!!!! YEAH RIGHT KEEP DREAMING!!!!!

Swiped From Buffy's Site

Well I was wondering around during coffee and saw this on Buffy's site and thought what the heck I'll check it out ~ it is kind of fun trying to remember where all I've been.

Okay here is the countries I've visited ~

create your own visited country map
or write about it on the open travel guide

Now all the states ~

create your own visited states map
or write about it on the open travel guide

Can Someone Please Release

The choke hold they have on my guardian angel ~ or at least give my guardian angel some drug to come out of the obvious COMA it has been in for the past several years of my life!!!

The whole "God doesn't give you anymore than you can handle" glichey is really growing old because I can promise everyone and surely God doesn't have that bad of a sense of humor ~ ENOUGH IS ENOUGH!!!!! :errrr

Read further if you dare :smile

Let's see if I can recap just a few events that have happened over the past two weeks.

We'll deal first with the kids ~ as always never a dull moment!!!

A week ago Friday, I had to take Ms. Prissy Princess into the doctor's office to find out she had a double ear infection. I'd like to blame that on the fact she doesn't listen, but well I can't, because even when she is healthy as horse she doesn't mind!!! Get her home, medicated and settled.

Later in the day we head off to pick up Q15 from baseball practice only to have him limping across the field unable to walk on his left leg AT ALL. All I can think is what now :shakehead!! He gets in the "mom mobile" and tells me he thinks he threw his knee out and he is in terrible pain and doesn't feel good. We get home and Speedbump takes a look and from what we can get out of Q15 it is determined he has just messed up his freshman year in baseball :devil!

Q15 is beyond depressed and does everything he is told, which is earth moving in itself, until we can get him to see the baseball trainer Saturday morning. We get him in first thing in the a.m. only to find out he was bite by a spider ~ still undetermined ~ and we have to rush him to emergency because it is pretty bad.

We get him in emergency they lance *however you spell it* ~ medicate with shots and medication for him to take for 10 days too boot with strick orders if he begins running a fever get him back in to emerency to be admitted.

Well ~ please reference above about the lack of guardian angel ~ the night did not go well ~ the doctor himself called several times during the night to check on him ~ the short story of it all we were able to avoid the emergency room that night by a hair!!!

We go through the week thinking we are getting both kids on the mend ~ I have to undergo tests as well ~ thus far good results but for what gone in for ~ not good results. Yeah I know makes no sense but it is an even longer story I care not to go into ~

Saturday, aka yesterday, late afternoon, Q15 walks in my room and complains that he is itching like mad and has some sort of light rash and wonders what it is. I don't think anything about it just figure he has gotten into something and true to a teenager can't remember what exactly. The night progresses and the rash gets worse.

It is about 1 a.m. and Bruno has a seizure and while Speedbump is keeping a close eye on our B I go to check on Q15 he is awake and miserable and his face looks like a face lift gone VERY VERY BADLY!!!! He can't stop coughing, he has welts all over his face, ears and body.

I go and check what med's he was taking since Speedbump took care of all of that and since I have on record at the doctor's office what he is allergic too I didn't think to check his perscription the weekend prior. Well I guess I should have ~ he was taking the medication he has been allergic too since he was an infant. :uhoh3

I start throwing clothes at him and yell "GET DRESSED NOW" ~ I run into my room and start throwing on clothes to rush him to emergency. Since I have no clue how to get to any emergency room around this area let's just say ~ I was not a pleasent mama bear to be near!!!!

Speedbump tells me how to get to the nearest emergency room and at 2 something or later a.m. off we head mother and son. I find the emergency room with no problems walk in they take a look at him ~ I told them what I thought it was ~ and immediately ushered us back to a doctor.

Sure enough he was having a BAD allergic reaction to the medication ~

So no sleep last night and now working on another late night because Little Ms. Prissy is going stir crazy from being locked in the house either from being sick, TOO COLD and/or raining.........

Calgon TAKE ME AWAY PLEASE but hell about right now I'd settle for my guardian angel to wake up and make peace and harmony within my life on ALL levels again.

Yes, I've only touched on just two events that have happened ~ and here I thought 2004 was going to be a better year :wtf was I thinking????

However on a lighter note ~ watching the Superbowl half time I got a shock right in front of my 15 year old who looked at me in the same shock as we watched Janet Jackson's breast thrown out there for the world to see. :lol

I YELL BECAUSE I CARE!!!!!